Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 3:28 PM
suddenly feel kinda down and depressed after reading some stuff of the past. those letters, cards and everything. the letters i've are mostly from cheryl,esther and amanda, with a few occasional ones from some other friends and yeah, him in the past. after reading, i realised how i've drifted apart from some of my friends over the years....arrg.
well, 2006 is coming to an end. it certainly is a totally brand new year for me. the transformation from secondary school to a junior college. the breakup, the torture, the harrasment and many family stuff. i've never felt so pressured in my whole life. there are many days when i get so upset, so lost....and how heavily i've relied on my friends this year. there are many moments of complains and whining from me. how many times i've inconvenience my friends. and though i've said this for countless times, i'm really grateful to have my friends around me. am so sorry to pour my misery to people. if i've inconvenience you, i'm really sorry.
to my butties....so many times i've PS you all and you all have tried to accomodate me for the things that i don't enjoy doing. am so sorry and thank you girls. there was once when pearl,pam,tab and xy each send me an sms to tell me that they love me always no matter what. i'm really really touched.
and my new class this year. i admit that i don't really enjoy being in the class at the beginning of the year. i dreaded school. but after some time of get together, i realise how nice the people are (: cherie, shifang, wenxin and me who always hang out together. our life in school has become like a routine everyday. i'm glad to meet them. and PUCCOs, they are a nice batch of people to work with! sihui for her always thoughtfulness, denis for his always wisdom and MANY contributions, justin for his always smile and rahman for his always motivation!
and amanda. my best friend always (: i don't have to say much, cos no amount of gratitude can be replaced by words.
and many more others....
this is the year that i've learnt a lot, went through a lot and had experienced the most things. november has been the happiest time for me. cos of Acekidz! and those outings, chalet, get togethers and much more. cos it's a fulfilling month which makes it a happy one too.
my resolutions for the new year i shall talk about it tomorrow.
there's an outing later (: am so looking forward to it. my mood somehow has been lifted.
there are probably many things which i've revealed in today's entry. it's like kinda ironical. so many stuff i tell many people and so many stuff which i didnt tell others..
Life can only be learned backwards, but it can only be lived forward.