Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 10:30 PM
i've missed out on something in my last entry. that is to thank my friends who have been so concern and thoughful towards me for the past week. arigato! without you all, i wont have made it through =) it's great to have friends to care for you. oh yeah, and dont ask me what illness i have cos i realised(after being asked by many) that the doctor didnt tell me what's wrong with me. >.<
feel that time really past by very fast. someone once told me that every year, we are given with the same amont of time. the only ones who feel that time is short are those who have not done anything worthwhile in that given period of time. how true.
sometimes, i don't really understand the purpose of studying. what do we study for? to enter a university, to land yourself into a good job, to attain knowledge or do what is considered as the norm? ever since i entered year two this year, i feel the pace of life hastening. the workload seems to double. and the time i spend in school is close to ten hours per day. from 6 plus in the morning i leave my home for school, to close to 6 everyday i return home from school, the waking time i spend in school far overstretched that i spend at home. i'm tired. tired and tired. it's not stress. it's different from stress.
life has suddenly been like a ride on the escalator. i'm standing on the escalator, with it bringing me up at times and plunging me low without me even realising it. the stretch of the escalator shortens with each day and the speed at which it goes quicken. finally, i'm being thrown off from the escalator and lands with a thud on the ground. reality strucks and....(well, figure out the ending =) )
facing with disappointment.