Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ 9:15 PM
my ankle is still swollen but better. it just feels damn weird to limp around, what's more with the stares and all that. the pain woke me up in the morning but being a kind soul, i still went to the old folks' home. haha. hope it gets better tomorrow! i want to run on monday during PE. it aint a nice feeling to sit around there doing nothing when it's PE. i know not many is keen on the idea of having PE, but i like PE. haha. it beats studying and those tutorials =(
feel tired today(as usual)....sleep kinda late yesterday as i was caught up in smsing. but the problem with me is that i can't remember what i said before i sleep. so if anyone scold me before i sleep, i will think it's an illusion. so try me :)
okay. enough about my boring life. it never seems interesting with work and all that stuff. and it gets even boring-er when i go on complaining about it....
was talking on the issue about exams with my dear dear yesterday. we're like talking as if we're writing an essay with those points and examples during our journey home. with or without exams is not a good way to gauge how "intelligent" or "good" one is. well, what may seems intelligent or good to one, might not hold true for others. so why do we take exams when there are people who are exam smart/struck with luck in the exam day/break down on the so important day due to unseen circumstances/fall sick just because virus and bacteria want to play a trick on them? it is a stressful thing to top the school/class. went through it myself in secondary school and it was like hell. cos u always have to constantly to try stay at the top or it will be such a disappointment. and there're those who have the stigma of failing and it grows into a phobia which becomes pretty hard to get over. so WHY do we still take exams? well, i have no idea...good grades does not equate to good character and work smart. and it certainly cannot be equated with happiness. but if we dont take exams, how do the best outwit the rest and stand out? it will be such a un-competitive and dull world in the end....
watched a pretty gruesome video the other day for GP. it's about gansters and the things they do. the part where the guy uses a penknife and cut his hand for countless times is really very scary. i cant imagine causing hurt to myself in that way. why do those people inflict pain on themselves? and there's a part where they guy put the drugs into a condom and stuff it into his mouth to smuggle it across. it's so disgusting cos he's practically choking himself. urgh. and there's another part where one guy help another to pierce his mouth. ARGH. it's really sad watching such thing....hai....where's the self love?