Friday, February 09, 2007 @ 8:08 PM
one week has passed....it's a stressful week. but i survived through with the support of everyone around me.
broke down in school on thursday after physics lesson. partially is due to my group mates not doing their tutorial and the other part is due to how tired i have been trying to understand and search for the solutions to the questions assigned to my group to present. it's actually about me being afraid of not able to help them in physics cos i dont really understand the concepts too! i'm sorry for making my group mates feel guilty cos i cry, especially so to rahman and alia. and i know they feel scared around me too. really sorry. let's have a fresh beginning and forget about the past! =)
and my mummy understands me really well. i told her yesterday how tired i'm everyday doing the work and she told me to have more confidence in myself. she says to stop telling myself i cant do certain things and be brave. she also reminded me to take things slowly....somehow, she had spoken out my mind on how i was feeling yesterday.
i feel like going to the beach and just sit down alone to cool down. or maybe jog to relax. don't worry about me, i'll stay optimistic (: