Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 9:17 PM
i've fractured my ankle. it's a 1/3 crack of the bone. i still remember how this looks like on the xray. one word to describe it--scary.
yup. was playing handball, when i just turn myself and hurt my ankle. the crack sound which i heard was scary too. and i have to been on cast and walk about in crutches for weeks, until 10 may when i need to see a specialist.
walking on crutches is not easy at all. my palm hurts, the area under my armpit hurts and a few steps made me pant. many times i feel like giving up, but i didnt. many times i feel like crying, but i stop myself. i dont want to indulge in self-pity. and i wont give up cos i have wondeful friends who care a great deal for me. i feel depressed cos i cant walk, do the things i like freely and also i feel bad for creating so much trouble for my friends. on the other hand, i'm touched by their kindness, help and concern. i'm very grateful for meeting this group of friends.
thank you all for either carrying my bag/ supporting me when i walk/ holding my crutches/carrying me/ helping me do many things/ holding my hands/ encouraging me/ etc. and the school is pretty effective in making adjustments in venues for lessons cos of me.
it's going to be tough but i've to stay positive. it's a blessing that i still can hop, still can pant, and most importantly, still have you all =)
love my friends =)