Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 3:02 PM
a new week is about to begin. hope the new week will be good.
last week has been a pretty distracted week for me. i was quite sad and worried. cos my mummy fell when she went for her check up last monday. she nearly hit her head and when she described to me how everything happened, my heart just ache. thank god there isnt any cuts, just some blue blacks and she told me she's alright now(i hope she aint lying)
how i wish i was the one who fell instead of her. the aftermath pain of the fall is what hurts the most. i would rather be the one to go through the physical pain than her since my legs are ugly anyway so i guess more scars wont make any difference. haha.
anyway, her condition has worsened from last year. but the doctor say is pretty okay since it's common. hope that's the truth cos i seriously cant imagine how a few months ago one doctor can say it's very serious and now another can say it's okay.
she's a strong woman. cheerful, damn hardworking and caring in her own ways. that's what i must learn from her.
dont indulge in self-pity cos it makes your life unhappy. which is why i always learn to be cheerful and happy. well, for most of the time anyway.
happiness is in your hands. dont live with regrets cos after all life is so short, so fragile.