Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 11:43 AM
have we taken what we once have for granted?
if you read around some blogs, you would have realised many people started writing their emotional enteries for their friends when it was near the time to separate.
it seemed like that when we all buried ourselves into books/notes that we dont have the time to give our thanks and say what we have to say until we know there may not be a better chance in future anymore.
i guess humans are weird beings, we like to complain, like to procrastinate, like to take people and just simple things we can do for granted(sadly, too often). yes, it's never too late to say how grateful you're to that special friend of yours but i just thought saying earlier would make a little difference. after all, i dont see any harm in saying what you have to say and be truthful to yourself.
i myself, likes to procrastinate. many things i've said i would do for myself and my family, i wont complete them on time. but i know i wont fail to deliver what others want from me. for that, i've a lot to improve on.
too many things happened in 2 years. it wasnt just the mundane studying and seeing your friends everyday in school. it's simply more than that which i just cant put them into words.
before A levels, i have jolted down certain things which i would write for my friends but till now, i haven really got the chance to really put them down for them. with christmas nearing, i hope i can complete what i need to cos i really dont have much time and i hope i dont compromise the quality for the lack of time i have.
sorry if you dont receive a christmas card from me cos i'm too busy/tired for that. i find christmas cards with dear blah blah and signed off with blah blah too distant to me and i wont allow myself to send that type of cards to my friends. if you know me, you would know that i like to write a lot on cards =P not emphasizing on quantity though, i just feel that it's much nicer to read a longer message.
sorry if the entry seemed a bit weird, many thoughts are all jumbled up.