Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 12:24 PM
i'm back from malaysia.
a week has passed by so fast.
slowly, i think everyone has come to terms with the death though it's still much earlier than expected. it's also this occasion that brought everyone in the family together.
death is a part of everyone's life. i know my granpa has went to a better place where there's no more pain and suffering. it's not that easy to bluntly talk bout death till you met one yourself.
and i fainted during his funeral. maybe it's due to a combination of factors like weak immune system, sadness and the main thing is due to the extreme heat and smoke around. the feeling of fainting is horrible, first is blurred vision, next is that i broke into a cold sweat, then is chest pain and having difficulty breathing....and last your legs just couldnt take it anymore..
i scared everyone i guess. and they started questioning me if i do exercise and do eat....which i did lah.
anyway, pretty horrible experience but i'm mentally and physically alright now=)
thanks to those who have been there =)