Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 8:06 PM
I miss my relatives in Malaysia so much. If seemed so ironic, cos when I'm in Malaysia, I wished I could come back to Spore soon.
Many times, I felt that I'm neither here nor there and I felt sad cos I'm unable to form strong bonds with my cousins. AND, I haven seen my new born baby cousin who's about 5 months old?
How pathetic it was when I have difficulties finding sureties to sign my deed. There're far too many criterias and my parents couldnt sign cos they have signed my tuition grant from moe. It was a long strenous thing just finding people to sign. It's not as if I will break the bond but there must be some guarantee.
I've found people to sign for me but GOSH, I hardly know them. It's weird.
Sometimes, I do wonder how often will I get to see them when I grew older. What will the bonds be like when there's minimal bonds now and the only bonds I've cos my parents have somewhat strong bonds still.
I really do miss!
